HAPPY DIWALI !!!!!

Heyyy guys..
Lemme start with a BIG apology for being soo outta touch with everyone.But better late than never.. and so I am bac with a bigg success under ma belt and a bigg loss in my heart.
Timez changed and so has everyone but a precious few who will stay with me forever and with changing times you have to be flexible enough especially when it takes your life on a path you always wished for ,though a sweet company would be sooo appreciated, it doesnt hurt being the cause of peoplez jealousy juss in a way you are ...wassay guys!!!!!
Soo on this note marking my presence on this blog and my heartiest Diwali wishes to all my readers and loved ones lemme close this little monologue!!!!

ITS MY LIFE!!!!

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
A silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice When I shout it out loudddd...It's my life....
It's now or never.. I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive...... It's My Life
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive... It's My Lifeeee

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky Got to make your own breaks ....It's My Life
And it's now or never I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive... It's My Lifeeee
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive.... 'Cause It's My Life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

It's my life And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive ... It's My Life
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive.... It's My Life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive... It's My Life
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive .... 'Cause It's My Life!

A FRESH NEW MORNING!!!

Hello readers...
A new year has just signed itself in and my mind asks me into embracing it with a new zest ... forgetting old misunderstandings and grudges ... call it my " new year resolution" but juss like older ones, even this resolution has the similar result.... it goes down the drain hehehe.... Well but I guesss I can use this space to update you alll about all my follies that made 2006 soo memorable!!!!
They always asked me to start with all the good news ... but the left lower cerebral cortex juss cant let me be normal and sooo....
My biggest goofup for the year 2006 was losing out on a friend that I always felt soo close to...And lookin at it now I feel I have lost her forever.... Yeshh chintu I am talkin abt you... and if u manage to read this... I want you to know that I really miss you!!!
So now lookin at the brighter half.... I cleared an exam I have been studyin for the past 5 yrs...Got a company course and successfully managed to keep a competitive percentage through it! Apart from this, I actually had my little princess start a Fan club for me... and although it has juss three members... I luv them to bits... and I am happy to have them in my life!!!!
Another great achievement of the year was gettin my Argentinian friends to my country and showing them around my country which has not only impressed them but helped me uncover some of the mysteries my motherland holds deep within herself!!!
Well I can go on forever.... but then that makes me lose out on my present... which I need to concentrate on rite now to make a successful transition into a better tomorrow. Hope you all had a marvellous year as welll....So do write back about it ... and hey ppl... please pray Chintu forgives me for once !!!!!

SINCERITY...

Hey readers... been a long time...welll putting below is little story which almost all of u would have read... but the sincerity of the little girl touched me so much that I felt like pasting it up here in my space..
Tess was a precocious eight year old when she heard her Mom and Dad talking about her little brother, Andrew. All she knew was that he was very sick and they were completely out of money. They were moving to an apartment complex next month because Daddy didn't have the money for the doctor bills and our house. Only a very costly surgery could save him now and it was looking like there was no-one to loan them the money. She heard Daddy say to her tearful Mother with whispered desperation, "Only a miracle can save him now."
Tess went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured all the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big Red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."
"I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist. "His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?" "We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening a little. "Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it costs."
The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does you brother need?" I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. "I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money." "How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago. "One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to. "Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents - the exact price of a miracle for little brothers." He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said, "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need."
That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specialising in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place. "That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?" Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost... one dollar and eleven cents ...... plus the faith of a little child.
A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law...... This story my dear readers I read on the internet and felt that I would like to share something like this with everyone. This doesn't talk about something that has complicated rationality and deep analysis involved. However this talks of how unforeseen events take place when we are really sincere. It is for sure that nature will always test our sincerity, and this test is not easy. However, if we can stand this test with all our conviction and sincere effort then the forces of Nature surely comes together to help us in attaining our goal. Can we be sincere as this young child and the world will be a better place than it has ever been!
Think about it..

LOVE... NEWAYS

Hey readers.... been a long time since I revisited my life and today when I sat chatting with a friend did I realise how much I missed out on the emotion we soo commonly call "love".
To begin with, I would be honest enough to admit the fact that unlike those tall dark and handsome ppl whom girls always adore and love, I am but a decent , rather obese person whoz life neva involved the pleasures of love letters and mushy mushy dialogues et all.... and the truth is , although I have been jealous of those "lucky" guys, it didnt really matter ... coz deep within me I programmed myself for much more important issues relating to my life.But in the long run I have completely lost faith in this particular emotion they call love... Not that it hurts, coz if u are aware of the capabilities of the human brain to mould itself to a format, you wouldnt be suprised that my mind doesnt register this emotion nemore and it is very simple to live your life in its conscious presence...but then again it does sumtimes strike u that sumday when all those frnds around you get busy with their own lives, you will be reduced to juss a loner wishin "love" did happen to u and u were atleast worth somebody's heartbeat !!
Well well thats a far off thought that one gets when u r sleepless at 4 am in the mornin and within the next 4 hrs ur regular day begins and u once again enter ur shelll of self defiance and move on with a life tht has been very neatly packed and parcelled leavin no space for love or sorrow over the absence of it.

MR LONELY

Hey there readers... been a long time since I had a chat with myself.... past couple of months have been really excitin... first half in anxiety of my Argentinian friends who were coming down and the latter half trying to make their trip a very entertainin one. Well I shud say everythin went juss as it wasnt planned.. makin it soo much fun... full of disagreements and misundersandings.... everythin u cud ever expect to go wrong.. went... but stillll on da day my friends were leavin none of us could hide the tears or the pain of parting again... for a time we neva know.... And I guess thts wat real friendship is all about .
Now I wont bore u nice people with all da details... coz even if did... I wud be doin a lot of injustice to the experience tht should be felt and experienced more than read abt...
Now as I get bac from the vacation and resurrect my professional self, life seems to be soo utterly boring (those who know me wud really be shocked with this statement). Well but thts the truth and although with each passing day i might mould myself to my original lonely self... the confession stays in this post forever.

Till next time..... Keep smilin...

EVER MISSED ANYONE?

Hello readers and welcum once again to my space...Sorry if I write too serious philosophical crap...its fun to laugh at serious issues at times, especially when u r the hero in the script hehehe
Now movin on to today's topic.. I guess its soo selfexplanatory tht I shudnt waste your time. And the answer too is a "yes"...But have you ever wondered why such a thing happens..... first reason would be that the person is no longer with us physically (which we have to cope up to) and the second reason....I guess we all know that pretty well.... and in our futile attempt at 'bravery' we succumb to our egos to an extent tht returnin bac becomes an impossible task.

Right from my school days.. I made a lotta frnds... juss like most of us..and JUSS LIKE MOST OF US.. I lost touch with most of them. Life changed over a period of time, priorities shifted to success in the material world more than finding true happiness and leanin on friends for help was looked upon as a sign of incompetence more than happiness. And today when I look bac at those years of fun, being with friends, scorin gr8 in exams and sports and "trrow" worried me only for sum dumb Maths exams and "plans" were juss restricted to savin money and watchin a movie in a nearby theatre with frnds.... I feel plain envy about the me I was then... and yeah its that "ME" that I miss da most....

Well people I have decided to go out in search of myself.... maybe I wud find the path from which I diverted.... And if any of you do feel the loss of yourselves... please join me now before its too late....